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From the award-winning author of Hold Still comes an achingly beautiful novel about grief and the enduring power of friendship.★ "Exquisite." - Kirkus, starred review★ "LaCour paints a captivating depiction of loss, bewilderment, and emotional paralysis . . . raw and beautiful." - Booklist, starred review★ "Beautifully crafted . . . . A quietly moving, potent novel." - School Library Journal, starred review★ "A moving portrait of a girl struggling to rebound after everything she's known has been thrown into disarray." - Publishers Weekly, starred reviewYou go through life thinking there's so much you need. . . . Until you leave with only your phone, your wallet, and a picture of your mother. Marin hasn't spoken to anyone from her old life since the day she left everything behind.



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Nina LaCour

Nina LaCour grew up in the San Francisco Bay Area. Her first job was at fourteen in an independent bookstore, and she has since worked in two others. She has tutored and taught in various places, from a juvenile hall to a private college. She now teaches English at an independent high school. Of Hold Still, Nina says:"This book is about loss, and it's also about art. The loss part comes from a classmate's suicide. I didn't know him well, but learning of his death remains one of the most profoundly sad and confusing events of my teenage years. The art part comes from my mother, a high school photography teacher. A girl in one of her student's photographs inspired the character of Ingrid. While I was writing, I learned how to develop and print black-and-white photographs in a darkroom. "Nina lives in Oakland, California with her wife and their two cute cats. Visit her online at



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